Mr. Reed in the End Part I

Mr. Reed’s Introduction

 

In order to gain access to Mr. Paul Driver, Private Investigator; Driver & Associates, Boston, Mass. and conduct an interview, I had to guarantee a few things up front.  Regardless of it being nearly thirty years since the incident Mr. Driver covers in this interview, I had to swear in writing, with a witness present—a lawyer of his choosing—that no further action involving any current living relatives would occur, that the case would remain closed, and no new charges be brought against any person(s) involved therein.  Mr. Driver maintained that all things in this interview are true and that he would deny ever having done this interview should I break the terms of our agreement.  Mr. Driver had one additional demand:  That I ask no questions; Mr. Driver spoke and I listened. 

I conducted this interview on August 5th, 2007, five months before Mr. Driver died of natural causes at Memorial Hospital in Melbourne, Florida.  According to Mr. Driver, I am the only living person who holds this information.  I have since honored our agreement and, until now, have remained silent. 

These are the interview’s transcripts; they are Mr. Driver’s words entirely. 

 

 

For those of you who’ve read about, researched, or just heard about the details surrounding Mr. Shannon Reed’s death, rest easy. This isn’t another morbid look into the grim findings.  That said, his death woulda been ordinary, like, I mean no one woulda cared. However, since the authorities recovered Mr. Reed from four different geographic areas over the course of a long, hot Independence Day weekend in July of 1982, everyone decided to make it a big deal.  You gotta bear with me though, I’m no writer, neither…I’m just tellin’ a story.  I’m old now, age has taken its toll on my body, but I remember these things like it all happened yesterday.  I can still picture the thick Bostonian accent of the Crime Scene Investigator from Essex…

 “Finding a bahhdy is nevah great, finding pahts of a bahhdy is wahse, finding pahts of a bahhdy in sweltrahring heat is just ahhful.  Nahh, finding pahts of a bahhdy that have been sittin in the heat of a fuckin sealed cah—that’s shit yah dahhn’t wish ahhn yahr wahst enemy.”

Yeah, sir, I met with the CSI just days after the police discovered Mr. Reed’s bowels and lower extremities in a maroon 1979 Ford Fiesta parked outside some off-market fashion store called Chadwick’s.  Authorities found the rest of Mr. Reed in seemingly random areas throughout the greater Boston metropolitan area—all similar scenarios, except his head, which some poor homeless guy found sitting by a dumpster down near Boston Common.

 But before I get ahead of myself, there is some preliminary information you need to know. I guess what I am tryin to say is I need to go to the very beginning, so that this whole things makes sense.

I remember it was an early afternoon in April of ’80. I could get the exact date if you let me look through my records, but I remember it was in the beginning of the month.  I know that because I hadn’t filed my taxes yet, and of course I owed the government…  Fucking nightmare living with the Jimmy Carter mess back then. Of course it isn’t much better now.  Anyways, I met with a gentleman named Mr. Jonathan Levingston from a law firm called Rhineman and Levingston.  Pretty normal stuff; nothing out of the ordinary about it. Most of our business came from lawyers looking for extra information to beef up their case against, or their defense of somebody somewhere.  Believe me; I spent a lot of time looking through bank records trying to find hidden assets or links to anything unusual. Anything that I could give these lawyers to help win them a case.  We can’t do illegal things, but let’s just say we got ways to find things out that the state people don’t do or can’t do.

So, going into this thing, I didn’t have any weird feelings or apprehensions.  Nothing like that.  Mr. Levingston was pretty clear about what he wanted me to do—even if he wasn’t clear about what he needed me to find. 

“I need you to get to know this man.”  Levingston said as he passed me a picture of who I’d learn was Mr. Shannon Reed, “Anything; everything you can find out—his routines, his family, his financial connections, his girlfriends, his illegitimate kids—how many illegitimate kids, where he vacations, who he goes to lunch with, is he a closet gay, whatever you can find.  I want you to really get to know him.” 

Mr. Levingston even went as far as to say, “I don’t even know what you’re looking for yet, but you’ll know it when you find it. You’re a P.I.; do your thing.” 

The meeting was quick.  Mr. Levingston gave me some more information on where to start, told me I would report to him monthly unless something extraordinary happened, and that the period of investigation, at that point, was indefinite.  That was the first weird part.  P.I.’s don’t come to you and say, “I have found all that there is, I am wasting your money.  Please stop paying me…”  We work until the money dries up, and that’s what I planned to do for Mr. Levingston.

I was working other cases; we always were.  You had to be able to manage a bunch at once, and in my office, there were only two of us.  If you wanted to bring home any money at all, you had to balance the work across as many clients as you possibly could while still doing good business—quality investigating, but you had to stretch ‘em out, these things—we’re capitalists right?  But with Mr. Reed, I didn’t have to; the thing just kept going.  Like I said, for two years nobody was pressuring me to tie anything up. The money didn’t dry up.  It was always the same.  “Keep on him,” Mr. Levingston’d say, and I’d keep on him.  I followed the man; I learned the man.  In many ways he was like family to me.  Hell, I was with him more than my own, and my wife reminded me of this a thousand times.  I’ll tell you, God rest her soul, she’d kill me if she found out that while she was alive I took her out a few times to joints where I knew Mr. Reed would be just so I could get some extra time watching him.  I would sit so I could stare over my wife’s shoulder and see Mr. Reed’s table. Just watch him.  Just keep an eye on him, ya know?

So that’s how it started.  That’s how I came to know Mr. Shannon Reed, a man who to this day I consider one of the most genuinely good people I never actually met.

 

 

 

1 Mr. Reed in the beginning

 

**Mr. Driver explains his initial tactics for conducting investigations.  In his possession at the interview were various articles, financial statements, and credit reports validating his synopsis of events.  He offered them to me for examination and I had the opportunity to authenticate all presented facts, figures, and assertions. 

One should note that while reading the transcripts, Mr. Driver will refer to any number of the items he has brought with him, which he is actually holding in his hand during the interview. Although they can be confusing at times, l left these references and allusions in the transcription for authenticity.  I believe it speaks to the passion that Mr. Driver held for this investigation.  To be clear, Mr. Driver rarely spoke “off the cuff.”  If Mr. Driver mentioned figures, he had with him evidentiary proof to his claim—the very documents he uncovered during his investigation. 

At many times during the interview, Mr. Driver would pause and retrieve from his collection various records, logbooks, or data that would help convey and corroborate his assertions.  If he referenced articles, he read the pertinent parts aloud and they are included as he read them.  Meticulous record keeping from an investigator is not unusual as often the evidence and processes involved in gaining the evidence became the prey of lawyers seeking to discount findings.  However, for Mr. Driver to have retained these records for 30 years, 15 of which he has been retired, speaks to their effect upon him, especially when none of his findings were used in a court of law, and as such courts do not require them to be retained. **

 

I always started these things the same way.  Before I’d enter a subject’s life, you know, the day-to-day activities like following him around, I’d learn about who he is on paper.  You could find all kinds of things that tell a story: credit reports, bank statements, telephone records.  Hell, news articles, receipts—all kinds of information is floating around out there.  I mean, don’t get me wrong, not like today.  Nowadays, a person’s life is written in the records they leave on the digital whats-its and whose-its…  It was much less so in 1980.  Shit, kids can find out more today with this social networking than I could in thirty days in the early ‘80s.  Back then you could still find a good amount of shit about somebody, but things took time.  Although slower to develop, in many respects, it was better—we were a patient people thirty years ago; today we are all a bunch of ingrates who hoard time like its money, you know?  We yell at a computer for taking a second too long to load something.  If you took an investigator out of today and put him on a subject in the ‘70s and ‘80s with me, most of ‘em would never make it.  Anyways, the way I worked followed the same pattern every time.

I go through a bunch of connections and imbedded in the fee I charge is the money that I send to these connections to help me get what I need.  Information is a commodity, and trust you me, there are people just waiting to sail another man down a river for a small fee.  I had contacts with creditors, credit agencies, financial institutions, and things of that nature.  I used these people over and over again; they did good work and with Mr. Reed it was no exception.   What these connections told me about Mr. Reed was pretty revealing about who he was. 

Mr. Reed was a pretty normal Joe discounting an insanely high reoccurring monthly phone bill, which I initially attributed to a college-aged kid calling home collect.  Mr. Reed had normal debt with normal payments; he was a widower with one son, Shane; he had a three bedroom house with a payment of $450.00 a month; a car note on a 1976 Pontiac Catalina at just over $78.00 a month, which was about to be paid in full. He made bi-monthly deposits into his bank account from Reed Brothers Grocery, which was actually his brother’s business, but they operated it together.  According to his pay stubs, he was the VP of Reed Brothers Grocery and brought home a salary of $52,875.00 a year, not including a bonus based off of yearly sales.  In 1979, he got $2500.00, which in the late ‘70s was a good chunk of change. 

By 1970’s standards, the man was well off—doing great, not rich, but doing just fine.  He paid cash for just about everything except the things I have mentioned, which in my opinion is the goal of any good man.  All this said Mr. Reed is what we called a “clean sheet” in my world on all accounts except one: his savings.  Over the course of four months from August through December 1979 his savings account dwindled from well over $50,000 to nothing.  A man like Mr. Reed would keep something in savings—entirely too fiscally responsible not to.  Additionally, and after much looking, I couldn’t find any asset or assets that would explain away the money.  There were no new cars, no summer homes…nothing that looked like a midlife crisis.  The money was there and then it was gone. 

According to the account ledger, the withdrawals from savings were wire transfers to a third party account at a separate financial institution.  To be fair to me: my thought process at the time wasn’t an overly suspicious one.  It could have been a third party account that actually was owned and operated by Mr. Reed himself through a financial manager or investor or something.  There are a thousand explanations—money transfer to a broker, payment on a personal debt to another person where no record of sale exists.  Shit like that.  I guess it could have been as bad as money to another woman with whom he had a child…this type of thing happens all the time.  Even while you’re busy here listening to me ramble, people are out there in the world making a bunch of secrets.  Trust me, in every saint there’s a hidden sinner fighting to get out.  A few of us can beat back the sinner, but mostly we don’t; we fail and hope the failure doesn’t become who we are—but, hell, I don’t care, sinners are good for business.

So what does a 1980’s Private Investigator do?  I know what you’re thinking.  He and his mustache hop into a Ferrari and drive off to the lawyer’s office to start flipping over tables.  I wish.  Instead, I got into a 1974 Plymouth Valiant and drove to a fucking library and pulled up microfiche versions of periodicals from the last year and just sat and looked for anything that had anything to do with Mr. Shannon Reed.  I know, real sexy right?  Nothing screams a good time like sitting in a public library for hours and just scrolling through rolls of film, but it’s what I did, and my search wasn’t completely unfruitful, neither.

The first article I found told a pretty sad story.  I got it right here with me. The title says, “Shane Reed Sentenced to Life for Hit and Run.”  Beneath the title is a picture of Mr. Reed’s son, Shane.  Look, he’s right there.  The caption reads, “Shane Reed of Boston seen leaving the courtroom just after the jury returned with a guilty verdict late Friday afternoon.

The article reads as follows:

Shane Reed, 19 (pictured above) of Burlington, exited the County Court House late Friday in handcuffs and tears.  His long fought and often emotional court case concluded with the jury finding him guilty on all counts.  Shane Reed was the driver of a car involved in a hit and run on the night of February 24, 1979, which resulted in the death of two teenaged girls, Donna (17) and Whitney Montaigne (14) also of Burlington.  The investigation into their deaths lasted four months before evidence and witness’ statements indicated Shane Reed as the driver of the vehicle authorities recovered miles from the scene.  Shane Reed was convicted on two counts of Murder in the Second Degree; and one count of Fleeing the Scene of a Crime and Reckless Endangerment.   Shane Reed will serve out his life sentence at Massachusetts Correctional Institute (MCI).  He will be eligible for parole in 2004.

Prior to sentencing, Shane Reed read a personal statement to the victims’ family conveying his regret and apologies for his actions leading up to the fateful incident on the cold February evening.  Reed broke into to tears as he talked very personally to Mrs. Shelby Montaigne.  “I would take the place of your daughters right now.  I relive the horrible day and my decisions in my head a thousand times a day, and each time I do I wish I was gone in their stead.  I deserve this.”  Reed became more visibly emotional after turning to his father and telling him, “This is not your fault; you raised me better.  You raised me better.”  The verdict brings to an end a very trying court case for both families involved.

In a statement following the verdict, Shane Reed’s father, Mr. Shannon Reed, conveyed his deepest sympathies to the victims’ family.  “In a moment like this, there is nothing a man in my shoes can say that doesn’t seem petty and contrived when compared to the gravity of the loss involved.  The Montaigne’s pain is absolutely unfathomable. No parent should ever have to bury their children.  My heart goes out to them the same way it has since the moment this horrible journey began.  I pray that one day they will look to my son with forgiving eyes.  There are no winners in situations like this; there is only loss—deep, abysmal loss.”

The Montaigne family’s statement was delivered through their lawyer.  “This ruling brings to an end a very difficult time for our family.  We appreciate the outpouring of support from the community, and we believe that our daughters, Donna and Whitney will live on in the hearts of those they have touched.”

I’ve kept this article for years now and I’m not really sure why.  I’m not a nostalgic person.  Shit, I’ve seen worse things in my career. When I was still with the Boston PD as an investigator, I once worked a job where a father got hopped up on some concoction of uppers and killed his wife and three kids…mutilated them.  I don’t wanna go into specifics about what I had to see, but let me tell you: No man should ever have to walk around carrying those images with him, and I spent two tours in Nam, so it wasn’t my first rodeo. You get the idea; now I am just running on, but they were just kids—just little helpless souls. I wanted to conduct a little vigilante justice if you know what I mean. I think the worst part about it is that by the time the father came out of his high, he had no clue it ever happened—it was like a moment that never occurred.  Could you imagine that—killing the most important people in your life?  There’s some horrible shit out there, but you kinda grow numb to it, sad as that is…

Once you read an article like this you start to make connections, but they are blurry connections at best, indistinct to say the least.  I knew lawyers were expensive, but I couldn’t figure out for the life of me why their payment would go through a random third party account and not just from Mr. Reed straight to the law office in question.  Something about it didn’t make any sense and I had to figure it out.  I went back to the dates just following the actual occurrence of the hit and run.  I was able to dig through it all and pull together some of the details. 

 

Let me know what you think…I have the rest of the story if you want it…

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I Have a Day Job

I have a day job.  My day job is serious business and I love it, but the problem is that sometimes when I am supposed to be seriously considering things that are serious, I am thinking about the plot structure of something I am working on.

I have a day job.  My day job takes me away from other jobs like being a husband and a father.  Sometimes it crushes my creativity and zaps my longing to write.  So now, in the periphery of these huge movements in life, I have these unfinished characters frozen in time patiently waiting for me to get them where they need to be.  Sometimes when I close my eyes I see these creations, but too often when I close my eyes, the images are fleeting–leaving too quickly to allow me to move them along, because my day job makes me tired.

I have a day job.  I have a day job that takes good care of me.  But, sometimes I imagine what it would be like to let it all go, run off to a cabin with a window that overlooks a lake, and watch my wife and daughter play by a pier that stretches out into glassy reflections of the sky off of the water.  I can see my daughter chasing her own reflection before making the two become one as she jumps into the perfection shattering the water’s stillness, replacing it with a child’s joyful laughter…there back inside the window, I can write.

And I think, if I just keep working at it, one day, that will be my day job..

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Fighting with Shakespeare

In 1999, I was sitting on a ship floating somewhere off the coast of southern California. Haze gray bulkheads littered with steam piping and fireplugs shot off in all directions. Wandering through a ship the first few times was like watching old cartoons where the background continually repeats itself as the characters move. One passageway on a ship was duplicated with fun-house mirrors for what seemed to be a thousand miles. Over time, of course, the ship became smaller and familiar, and you could find the differences in each section. Like identical twins, over time you realize that they are so completely different–it was just that your first impression blurred all the small details together, and the only way to get better resolution was through the lens of time.

Somewhere in between the pipes, the noise, the heat, and the people out there with me I started reading. I read with the angst of a guy who grew up in the 1990s–angry that everyone forced these authors on my my entire childhood and teenage years telling me who to think was good and then making me wade through pages upon pages of nothing. I can seriously remember not reading required books simply out of some rebellious “I love Kurt Cobain, Bullet with Butterfly Wings, despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage” mentality. I write this now, ashamed. Ashamed at what my teenage idiocy kept from me. So there on the water I fell in love.

First I met a man named Aldous Huxley, he wooed me with phrases like, “But I don’t want comfort. I want God, I want poetry, I want real danger, I want freedom, I want goodness. I want sin.” I was hooked. I started reading everything. I bought books, and back then, you had to physically buy books at stores that sold them, and I read them and passed them around. I read books that were so over my head, that I, to this day, feel badly when I say I read the book in conversation to friends, because I may have read the words, but I walked away beaten up by the thing. It wasn’t until convincing the military that I could be a successful college student that things got crazy. So, I packed my seabag and trotted off to college to tackle the authors that needed to be put in their place, Shakespeare and Milton.

What I learned in college was that the teachers teaching me in high school weren’t pushing bad drugs on us; they were, in fact pushing good ones and hoping we got hooked. I also learned that most high school teachers are hog tied with respect to what they can teach, so I grew sad that they didn’t get to teach the best ones out there. How many high schoolers get to know Shakespeare’s Richard III or King Leer? How right was Shakespeare when he said, “When we are born, we cry that we are come to this great stage of fools.” So beautiful was Shakespeare that I took every class offered about the man–many of the classes I did unbelievably poorly in, but I loved every second of my inadequacy. Don’t get me wrong, young Heath Phillips would have read the Cliff Notes and feigned intellectualism, its what he did.

My love further blossomed reading Paradise Lost with an expert there to guide me through the lines wrought with depth and meaning beyond mere words. What a terrifying journey into hell, into the Garden, and out into the wasteland that would be our home. I am name dropping not to brag, I was never the best student or the best reader of these guys–I have the grades to prove it. I was, however, the most passionate in discussion, the one who fell in love with the stories and the talent that these authors possessed.

So what started out as a journey to disprove the greats, to show everyone that young Heath was right ended with me jumping on the bandwagon. I’m just one of the crowd now. I want to find my young self and beat him senseless. But, he didn’t deserve to meet Shakespeare anyway, he wouldn’t respect the meeting the way he should have.

I named my daughter Shakespeare, and she will meet the man early, and they will grow up together. She will meet his friends, and in the end, she will be a much better person having done so. She certainly will be a better person than her father.

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A Look at What is Next for Me

My next book due to be released is a collection of short stories–three to be exact.

[Aside] I say that like there is some other mechanism I am depending on other than just me writing the stuff and then using Createspace to get it out there, but in the end I can already tell saying it this way impresses you. I mean look at all the comments rolling in…

The first short story takes a different look at a torrid love affair betwixt a high school junior and his mother’s friend, who lives across the street. By new look, I mean the story is much more about the descent into some form of bliss-driven illusion that an affair between these two wasn’t going to be some destructive atomic bomb of emotions vice the cliche story of forbidden love and sex, which either ends with them staying together, or the young guy realizing he wants a younger piece of tail to chase around, or if it is a Lifetime Movie, somebody being murdered while the other inherits millions of dollars.

[Aside] That was possibly the longest sentence I have ever written. After re-reading it, I am only 63 percent sure it is remotely close to being 70 percent grammatically correct.

The second story is as far from being like the first as I could make. A private investigator is hired to follow a seemingly run of the mill middle-aged man. Over the course of the story, you (the reader) learn about the PI and about the man, and to some degree (if I have done my due diligence) you fall in love with both. The story’s main themes are the love of a father to a son, the love between friends, and the idea that a good man can change his little corner of the world, and maybe that a bad man can as well….

[Aside] I am not actually sure that the second story is about that, it may just be that is just what I wanted it to be about when I wrote it…I guess, in the end, the themes largely depend on what the reader walks away thinking about. Once published, the author is dead (unless he is good, and wrote it well enough to drive his readers there, which I’m not ready to claim–except I kind of did in the last paragraph).

The third story is another huge step away from the first two. This one follows a main character with what first appears to be an obsession with success and self gain. What we begin to see over time is that he is actually suffering from something a bit more sinister and debilitating. While it may have started as the a drive for success, what it becomes is a horrible fear of failure, which leads him to distrust everyone around him, to include himself. Mundane things that happen to all of us become like proof to the main character that what he is feeling is beyond paranoia–that he is being set up for some massive failing. The reader gets to delve into the mind of a guy losing it. Hopefully, along the way, we get a chance to think about society’s thoughts on what makes a man or woman “successful” and the tremendous value of living through and learning from failure.

[Aside] This is actually what the third one is about. Trust me.

I just wanted to tell all five of you that read this what to expect. The collection of stories is currently titled, “The Secret Lives of Dead People.” This works on a couple of levels. One, because it is a great way of discussing the idea that we never really know anyone; and, Two: I think this title will make people obsessed with the vampire and zombie stuff going on accidentally pay for and down load the thing. We shall see….

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On Boyhood and My Life

My wife, the wonderful lover of those artsy independent movies and the love of my life, rented the movie Boyhood last night. Boyhood is Richard Linklater’s (Dazed and Confused (the party movie of my generation); Fast Food Nation) latest project that spans something like 12 years in real life.   According to my wife, who researches every movie veraciously while the credits roll, every year, the actors met up and filmed segments of the movie, and we get to watch all of the characters truly grow up on screen.

Initially, we are introduced to a young boy and girl, and in the span of two hours, you have witnessed them grow awkward in their skin eventually developing into young adults and running off to college. Meanwhile, the parents deal with the drama of being adults in an unforgiving world. The movie felt real and it stirred up a thousand feelings.

First, it made me feel a bit old. Even when filming first began, I was already in the military, so, the things going on in the surround of the characters, who are just children, I looked back on with an adult’s memory. It was surreal to see the differences in kids growing up now vice the way I did in the 80s.

Secondly, and this was the most difficult part to handle, the movie made me feel like I needed to be a better father and husband. Because the movie accelerated time, condensing an entire childhood into a two hour period, I couldn’t help but picture my daughter, who was sleeping in her little, tiny bed with her little, tiny feet, sucking her little, tiny thumb growing up in the blink of an eye. Further, the movie illustrated something I think we all know about kids—that being: that the moments they want us (parents) around and involved in their lives are fleeting. By the time our children are 13 or something they know everything and we are just these terrific oppressors of life. In essence, the movie made me want to slow down this crazy train and enjoy the moments when she still wants her dad to pick her up and twirl her around.

Thirdly, it made me think about parenthood in a macrocosmic way. The idea that, on the most simplistic level, we do so much living based entirely off what our kids are up to and in to. I am an artsy guy. I write, I even dabble in music and poetry. But, let me get something straight, I am artsy with a twist of Mallrats when Brodie says “…you fuckers think that just because a guy reads comics that he can’t start some shit…” But, I am artsy none the less, and this movie was able to capture this part of me and see it as a really well done entry into the movie culture.

And lastly, the movie made me think about chasing our passion and undoing the chains of technology, which the young boy navigates in an awkward young boy way. He is in a constant battle with the way society and technology have changed living. I have to agree. I went on a date with my wife and watched other young and old couples alike out with one another. Many of them spent the entire night completely detached from the ones they were with tied to their fake lives on Facebook or Instagram or whatever is trending now. It was sad to see. Instead of reading the best representations of peoples’ lives through edited statuses and snapshots of their life—and then letting us believe that somehow their lives are perfect, we need to put the phones down and enjoy being alive without them. We should use phones to talk to each other when we have something to say. That’s it. This young boy had a better grasp of this than most adults twice his age.

I held my wife’s hand last night as we fell asleep. Her hand felt so much nicer than a Kindle or an IPhone.

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Blood in the Deep By and By

A gratuitous pitch of my own book?  Yes, maybe.  But, to me it is more than that.  This was my first chance to tell a story and do so with reverence to my favorite author, Steinbeck. 

It is not my first story, for I have a thousand to tell–this is just the first one I published.  It is the fruit of many people’s labor and a lot of reading on self-publishing.  When you write things like this, you sit back and hope that it catches fire, and that somehow, you can gain a following, and then maybe over time, you end up able to do what you love all the time…just write. 

Until then, I write when I can, but I wanted to share this with you, and I hope you stop by and Amazon and support a new writer.  http://www.amazon.com/Blood-Deep-Heath-Phillips/dp/1502320363/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1420589907&sr=8-1&keywords=blood+in+the+deep+by+and+by

And most importantly, support independent published authors who cannot market like those big guys…

Need proof that the book won’t kill you to read?

Here are a few of the comments left by the readers.

From reader, SEC:

The literary styling of this work is incredible while remaining accessible to the reader. The author writes beautifully, capturing details and subtly using symbols to draw the reader in and make them feel comfortable at the same time. I think the best writers are those that are also well read. Phillips clearly knows the works of classic, famed authors and while telling his story, he teaches at the same time. The characters are well-formed, imperfect beings. I found myself identifying with both the good and bad traits as I read. When reading, I generally want to feel drawn from my own world and into someone else’s without necessarily having to pause for extended periods of self-reflection. This book managed to pull me from my own world and caused me to reflect at the same time, yet it did so in a way that did not irritate or take away from the action of the book. The imagery is exceptional. The symbolism is equally amazing. Funny how mention of glasses on a table top, or a description of a woman diving into a pool can create such tension. I will read everything Phillips writes in the future. I highly recommend this author’s work. Absolutely incredible.

Angelia wrote:

I have to admit that Blood in the Deep By and By is not the typical book I read. However, I am so thankful I took the chance on Heath Phillips and read his book. Phillips’ writing is so well-written and descriptive that I feel like any review I attempt to write would be a mockery compared to his work. I must agree that in a home with triplets there is no peace and THEY do continue their reign of terror on a daily basis. I will end this poorly written review by concluding that you will not be disappointed by reading this book. You will know these characters and relate to each and everyone of them.

Lynn described Blood in the Deep By and By:
 
This debut marks the arrival of a gifted writer. This story tells of the inhabitants of the fictional coastal town of Somerset and follows stoic John Lee from his unconventional childhood as the son of a Great Lakes captain, to a helm of his own on the Gulf of Mexico, and to points between and beyond. Full of adventure, and tragedy, and quotable rumination, this book will leave you missing the characters so human and flawed and well-drawn you thought they just might be someone you know.
 
These are just a few.  Please check the book out and leave your review there.  Let me know how I am doing….
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Through Reflection Comes Resolution

New Years time is traditionally when we all resolve to change something–our bodies, what we stand for, and maybe even why we stand for it. This is a normal human thing to do. We all want to be the best version of ourselves.

I am somewhat of a gym rat, and this is the time that I notice the memberships increase and I don’t mind it. I root for them, but I do it in a, “I wish you’d choose to workout at a time when I am not here,” kind of way, but other than that I am all about it.

A good friend of mine pointed out that he is wary of all the unsolicited nakedness going on in or around the locker rooms with the influx in new gym goers. And no one can argue that older people seem to have lost the shame that God thrust upon us when we were kicked out of Eden for sinning in paradise. Their naked bodies are different aren’t they? Like lavishly adorned gowns, their skin shimmers with the most wonderful accessories like curtains of thistle and brush sealing off the holy grail from unwanted Indiana Joneses. Averting the eyes is near impossible, because you have inadvertently sauntered into a Bizzaro World All Nude Club where you sit made-up of two parts nervous apprehension and many, many parts more paralyzed consternation. The dancers move sedately to the rhythmic beating emanating from the murmuring onlookers in chorus with music blaring from the gym’s sound system.
With each beat, they add a piece of clothing–hopefully. Some of the dancers use props like hair dryers to create a sensual wind that blows at the curtains guarding their loins, and it is then when you know that they know what they are doing, and moreover that they enjoy this more than you hate it. But, look, you have made me lose track of what I am saying here.

To me, the new year is more about reflecting instead of resolution making. This year, however, I am absolutely making one resolution, and I am making it public. This year I will write. 2015 will be the year that I write more prolifically than ever before–I mean just look at what I did there with the old naked people bit. This is just the tip of the preverbal iceberg; I will sink you with what you don’t even see yet, and you will all metaphorically go down with the ship while violins play our requiem.

I am going to chase what I love and let the world sort it out.

I have friends who have done something like this.

Cutmaster Music owners Chris and Monica Romero chased their vision with such tenacity that it grew and grew and became something great. They, along with a group of music warriors working there are the best at it. Cutmaster Music in Albuquerque is now the premiere DJ Service in the southwest, and this company’s success is the direct result of making it a priority and then pouring soul into it.

Jay and Jan English and their partners took Elevate PHW and made it into a world-wide recognized training institution. It took the ability to accept risk, see opportunity, and then push towards success with fearless drive. These two are another example of unbridled passion and sticktoitiveness.

An even more terrific example (no bias here): My wife. This past year, I was deployed for the majority of it, and her ability to make things happen, to teach, to mentor, to mold our child has become the reason that my child (no bias here) is so unbelievably capable, independent, talkative, stubbornly awesome, fashionable, bold, confident, and yes, people, sassy. Whitney has made my child into a miniature version of herself, which means that my child is ready to face the world head-on and kick its ass just like Whitney does. This is the result of time and countless hours working with Shakespeare with the same relentless tenacity that Chris, Monica, Jay, and Jan built their business.

As this year begins, I reflect on the common denominator in the three cases I discussed above. Work. Tireless Work, but that is not it. Love and passion for doing it right driving the work is the secret. So, like my wife and friends, I am going to work and work at writing and let the product speak for itself. I will release another book this year, and maybe another, and I will blog, and I will write the human experience.

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